早点回来

自从我和Jordan讲了我不做工，他以为我可以现在就不用上班了。小孩那里明白要serve notice这回事呢。
Jordan：妈咪，我Monday没有读书，你是不是也在家陪我，没有做工？
我：不能啊Jordan, 妈咪还要做工3个星期。Jordan放假的时候，妈咪就可以在家陪你了。
Jordan：但是，我现在要你在家陪我。。
我：放假的时候，放假妈咪陪你。
Jordan：那样你要早点回来陪我。要好像那个uncle auntie那样早点回到家的。。。
oh my god，我的Jordan真的长大了。他真的什么都懂。连别人的爸爸妈妈放工回家比他的爸爸妈妈早，他也懂。听了他的话，心里好酸，好想立刻可以陪他。
朋友跟我说，小孩子是这样的，但是很快他们就可以熟习新的环境。我们应该放开手，让他们独立。看来，要真正学习放开的人是我，而不是孩子。孩子乖，只是自己不乖而已。

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Since I told Jordan I wont work and would accompany him everyday, he thought I can be with him from now. Kids dont understand what is serving notice mah...
Jordan: Mommy, Monday I dont have school, are you also not working, accompany me at home?
Me: Cannot... Mommy still have to work for 3 more weeks, during Jordan's school holiday, Mommy will be accompany you at home.
Jordan: But I want you to be at home now..
Mommy: School holiday Mommy will be accompanying you.
Jordan: Then you have to come home early ah... like uncle auntie next door...

omg... Jordan has grow up, he can even understand other parents reach home earlier than his parents. I feel so heart sick after I heard what he said.
My gf told me kids are like that, but they can adapt to new environment very fast. We should let go, so that they will be more independent. Looks like the one who needs to learn independent is Mommy, not Jordan.

洗头望明月

我得空就会教Jordan背诗。最经典的‘床前明月光，疑是地上霜。。’那里可以少。。
我：哎哟，妈咪头发很痒，等下要洗头。。
Jordan：洗头望明月啊，妈咪？
哈哈哈。。。这个孩子。。

工作不工作

再拿起自己写的工作篇来读。。。到底是怎样一回事了，工作辞了，休息半年多，再工作，然后现在又再辞去。。。哈哈，自己也顶不顺自己，到底是怎么搞的。。。。
我也不想再为自己多做解释，反正别人眼中看来解释即是掩饰。我做什么也只有需要像自己交代，不必理会别人那么多啦。。
人生不是应该这样不羁一点点才会完美一些些吗？。。哈哈。。看来，我的人生愈来愈接近完美了！！嘻嘻。。

我要妈咪陪我

开工不到一个月，家人每个轮流生病，最后连自己也病了。于是，我又来了个重大的决定，又辞职了。我问Jordan。。。
我：Jordan，你要妈咪在家陪你，还是要妈咪出去做工赚钱买东西给你？
Jordan：我要妈咪陪我！
我：但是妈咪没有钱买玩具给你的喔。。
Jordan：不用啦，我还有那个Bus啊，那个car car玩嘛。。。
好可爱的Jordan哦，我大力把他抱紧，kiss他不停！！

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Start work less than 1 mth, my family members all took turn to get sick. I was so heart sick and cant concentrate at work, so... I have made another big decision. I decided to stop work again, and be with my kids for the time-being... I asked Jordan..
Me: Jordan, you want Mommy to stay at home with you, or you want Mommy to work and earn money to buy you toys?
Jordan: I want Mommy to stay at home with me!
Me: Then Mommy cannot buy toys for you as Mommy has no money.
Jordan: Never mind la, I still have the bus, and the car-car to play mah...
Jordan is so cute, I hugged him tight...

在这里

Jordan讲话一直以来都十分出人意表。那天他的爸爸去Johor做工，和他讲电话。
爸爸：Jordan，你在做什么？
Jordan：我要睡觉了。
爸爸：那你现在在那里？
Jordan：在这里咯！
哈哈哈。。。。对啊，不是在这里，应该在那里？哈哈哈。。。

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Jordan was on the phone with his papa...
Papa: Jordan, what are u doing now?
Jordan: I want to sleep oredi.
Papa: then where are u now?
Jordan: I am here la..
hahah.... very true, if not here then where suppose to be? haha....